A little birthday gift, from Lucas
Some things are easier for me to write than say, so I made you a few notes. Some serious, some silly. Pick whichever one feels right.
Eight notes. Pick whichever one.
yes, I made you a whole website
something for whichever kind of day
Some are more serious than others. Choose one.
I'll be here when you want to open another one.
A small reminder
Ugh, you said, “why do u have to be so far away?” Welp, I literally wondered the same thing.
I miss being able to call and hear about whatever's going on with you. I'm glad we still make time to chat, even when we can't line up right away.
I miss you too, Allison. Text me when you're free.
Talk soon hopefully,
Lew Kiss
For the long shifts
Take a break if you can, Drink some water or maybe go to Starbucks in your break if you're at work.
You got this, okay? YOU'RE DOING AMAZING SWEETIEEEE.
Hope the rest of today is easier on you.
I'm rooting for you,
That precious boy
Still thinking about this
You have all these names for me and somehow you make them sound normal. “Lucas Bucas” makes me laugh. "Lew Kiss" makes me smile so bad. I probably shouldn't encourage you, but I'm also not asking you to stop making up names.
Anyway, this was supposed to make you laugh. Did it work?
IT DID! I heard your loud laugh all the way over here LMAO.
Mission Accomplished (Maybe),
Lucas
No need to text back
Hi Allison. If your brain is still running, let it run for a bit. You don't have to solve anything tonight.
Get comfy and try to switch off for a minute. If that doesn't work, fair enough. Sleep can be annoying.
Put your phone down and stop
Goodnight, Pookie,
Lucas
A birthday note from Denmark
Happy birthday, Precious girl!! I really wish I could be there in person. But I guess these letters will have to do.
I hope you get a day that feels like yours, eat something good, and get to do at least one thing you actually want to do, I know you're going to horror night later - Try not to shit yourself.
I'm really glad I know you. Have the best day, okay? I hope you'll tell me about it after.
Happy birthday!!
Lucas
How do I see you?
I know I can take a while to find the words, and I don't always explain myself perfectly. You still try to understand me, and that means more to me than I probably show.
You care, and you're genuinely just a very nice human being, Allison. I'm really happy that you somehow stumbled into my life. BUTTERFLY EFFECT.
You're pretty much no bullshit, and I fucking admire that about you.
As im writing this, im both a little confused, mad and maybe a bit sad too. Not at you, but at the fact that you became an important person to me and I to you. But because of that incredible selfawareness of yours, you wont allow it to be more than that.
That's how I see you.
Maybe a little stubborn too.
That's my answer,
Bucas
For an ordinary day
I wish I could be there for a normal day. Just hang out, talk for a while, and spend time together without needing a special reason.
I'd sit with you, listen to whatever happened throughout your day, and not have to check the time first.
That's pretty much it. I wish I was there too.
Wish I was there too,
Lucas
Just in case you forgot
Sometimes I know what I mean, but it takes me a while to say it in a way that sounds right. So, here's the plain version: I'm really glad you're in my life.
You don't have to be having a good day, be funny, or have some big update for me to want to hear from you. I like talking to you about nothing, too.
Anyway, that's the note. You can text me something random now.
Im here for the small stuff too,
Lucas